Post by rachy on Oct 22, 2011 21:35:46 GMT -8
Title: A Change in the Air
Rating: PG
Word Count: 455 words.
Warnings: angst. Overload.
Summary: Remus writes to Tonks.
Tonks
My darling, Dora, my dearest Nymphadora, my love, Tonks,
Dora,
I write this as I sit next to you, and you’re sleeping, nestled in my side and the way you sleep can hardly be comfortable but Teddy, our darling Teddy has been so good today, even if we haven’t, that you take what opportunity you can get before our little Marauder wakes up and causes havoc like his godfathers, though James and Sirius never broke into Gringotts and I can still see the look on your face when Kingsley sent the Patronus and the sound of your laughter echoing with Teddy’s. There’s a change in the air, despite our laughter. There’s a change coming, you can feel it as well as I can, somehow, but we both know that something is going to give, something is going to happen and Harry must have had a reason to break into Gringotts. The end is coming, the change is coming and that’s why I’m not taking the chance to catch some scant sleep as you are because I want to be awake and I want to be the one to wake you up because whatever’s coming is going to change everything and it will be so soon and if I do it, Dora, you know I have to go and I want you to stay. I know you want to fight with me, with the Order, with Harry but darling, we might not come back and I couldn’t survive if you went for me and for us and I need you in my life as much as anything. Its selfish I know but please let me have this one thing. I love you, Nymphadora Lupin. I just love you. I love you even more for letting me come back to you. For letting me be with you, for you wanting to be with me. There is nothing more in the world I want then to spend my life with you and feeling all the things you make me feel even when I feel like I don’t deserve you.You are, too good for me, and I am thankful everyday. For you. For Harry. For the Order. For Andromeda. For Teddy, our son.
I love you, and that is all I can say. All I can leave you and Teddy with is the knowledge that I did this out of love. For you, for Teddy, for Harry, for Ron and Hermione, James, Sirius, Lily, Ted, Dumbledore, Moody, Molly and Arthur, the rest of the Order. For love and the hope that I could do something and play a part in change.
With all my love and with all my heart,
I am always yours.
Love,
Remus John Lupin.
Rating: PG
Word Count: 455 words.
Warnings: angst. Overload.
Summary: Remus writes to Tonks.
Tonks
My darling, Dora, my dearest Nymphadora, my love, Tonks,
Dora,
I write this as I sit next to you, and you’re sleeping, nestled in my side and the way you sleep can hardly be comfortable but Teddy, our darling Teddy has been so good today, even if we haven’t, that you take what opportunity you can get before our little Marauder wakes up and causes havoc like his godfathers, though James and Sirius never broke into Gringotts and I can still see the look on your face when Kingsley sent the Patronus and the sound of your laughter echoing with Teddy’s. There’s a change in the air, despite our laughter. There’s a change coming, you can feel it as well as I can, somehow, but we both know that something is going to give, something is going to happen and Harry must have had a reason to break into Gringotts. The end is coming, the change is coming and that’s why I’m not taking the chance to catch some scant sleep as you are because I want to be awake and I want to be the one to wake you up because whatever’s coming is going to change everything and it will be so soon and if I do it, Dora, you know I have to go and I want you to stay. I know you want to fight with me, with the Order, with Harry but darling, we might not come back and I couldn’t survive if you went for me and for us and I need you in my life as much as anything. Its selfish I know but please let me have this one thing. I love you, Nymphadora Lupin. I just love you. I love you even more for letting me come back to you. For letting me be with you, for you wanting to be with me. There is nothing more in the world I want then to spend my life with you and feeling all the things you make me feel even when I feel like I don’t deserve you.You are, too good for me, and I am thankful everyday. For you. For Harry. For the Order. For Andromeda. For Teddy, our son.
I love you, and that is all I can say. All I can leave you and Teddy with is the knowledge that I did this out of love. For you, for Teddy, for Harry, for Ron and Hermione, James, Sirius, Lily, Ted, Dumbledore, Moody, Molly and Arthur, the rest of the Order. For love and the hope that I could do something and play a part in change.
With all my love and with all my heart,
I am always yours.
Love,
Remus John Lupin.