Post by willowstorm9 on Oct 20, 2011 23:28:46 GMT -8
Title: The Last Beat
Rating: G
Warning: Just lots of heart ache
Summary: Ginny’s diary entry of her heart ache after Harry broke up with her
Word Count: 391
I trail my hand along the bush in remembrance. It seems so long since that fateful day yet it was only a heartbeat away. A heartbeat that was the last. The last beat, the last breath, the last day of my life. Well, life as I had once knew it.
The rough bush brings me back to reality and back to the pain. Looking down at my hand, I realize that all I feel is a numbness, a numbness that has surrounded my once vibrant life. That vibrant has long since turned dull and gray. The only colors I see are different shades of gray. What more is there in life without you with me?
I search for something, anything that will fill the gaping hole in my chest but nothing fills it. Nothing can break the ice that has formed once again around my heart. It feels warmth no more for there is no sun strong enough to melt it. I am ashamed to admit that I have all but given up on life.
With no reason to live, I have nothing more to do in this life. I gave up everything to be with you, everything I had, I gave to you. But in the end, it wasn't good enough. You left me standing there with my heart on the floor, in pieces.
The shards of my broken heart were scattered to the four winds when you didn't come back. There is no way to repare what is lost. I gave you everything. I loved you as I had never loved anyone before. I trusted you as I had never trusted anyone before. Now I know it was for nothing. I knew this day was coming long before it happened but I never thought it would be so hard.
This is what I get for believing in love. This is what I get for trusting someone so completely. My starless night is now my world. The stars have long since disappeared, taking with them the memory of everything about you.
Those memories. Such poison in my already poisoned state. I had to let myself heal before I relived memories of you. I have accepted you're gone but that does not mean I have to face it.
For now, I relive the last beat. The last beat of my heart.
Rating: G
Warning: Just lots of heart ache
Summary: Ginny’s diary entry of her heart ache after Harry broke up with her
Word Count: 391
I trail my hand along the bush in remembrance. It seems so long since that fateful day yet it was only a heartbeat away. A heartbeat that was the last. The last beat, the last breath, the last day of my life. Well, life as I had once knew it.
The rough bush brings me back to reality and back to the pain. Looking down at my hand, I realize that all I feel is a numbness, a numbness that has surrounded my once vibrant life. That vibrant has long since turned dull and gray. The only colors I see are different shades of gray. What more is there in life without you with me?
I search for something, anything that will fill the gaping hole in my chest but nothing fills it. Nothing can break the ice that has formed once again around my heart. It feels warmth no more for there is no sun strong enough to melt it. I am ashamed to admit that I have all but given up on life.
With no reason to live, I have nothing more to do in this life. I gave up everything to be with you, everything I had, I gave to you. But in the end, it wasn't good enough. You left me standing there with my heart on the floor, in pieces.
The shards of my broken heart were scattered to the four winds when you didn't come back. There is no way to repare what is lost. I gave you everything. I loved you as I had never loved anyone before. I trusted you as I had never trusted anyone before. Now I know it was for nothing. I knew this day was coming long before it happened but I never thought it would be so hard.
This is what I get for believing in love. This is what I get for trusting someone so completely. My starless night is now my world. The stars have long since disappeared, taking with them the memory of everything about you.
Those memories. Such poison in my already poisoned state. I had to let myself heal before I relived memories of you. I have accepted you're gone but that does not mean I have to face it.
For now, I relive the last beat. The last beat of my heart.